I wouldn’t say struggling more like exploring. I have to start with a little about my personality I have to break things down and truly understand the inner workings before committing myself to the cause, I can’t go completely from what others say I need to really buy into it to believe by exhausting both sides of the equation.
This usually starts like this thread I fall upon something of interest and explore internally first then when I’m ready externally. As of yet I have done no such research or watched any of the videos posted because well that is their understanding of the subject I need to make my own first without delving deeper.
I do have an open mind I’m yet to be decided on this.
Ill also make it known my mind is in an excellent place and I am not drinking whilst the wife is pregnant, it’s been a long 7 months. (Is that free will?)
As above.
It’s strange you believe there is no self yet start your 2nd paragraph with I think.
Could it it be possible that a large portion of what you say is true and yes the processes are automatic but we still need some steering, more to follow...
Every thought is derived from a sense, be it sight, sound, touch, smell or taste.
Next time you meditate your using the sound of your breaths to relax yet whenever you break from concentration concentrate on that thought it will stem from a sense ie a noise, if you hear a car that’s what your thought will be then you’ll break that thought to go back to breath.
Now that backs up what you say it’s an automated system we heard the car our brain confirmed it from past experience BUT think of the next time you plug some headphones in and listen to your iPod did your brain need that or did you want that. You can choose to expose your sight to a film our brains don’t need that or necessarily crave it. We have to eat yet we don’t eat the same food constantly.
Now using hazardous times is a great start as that says our brains or automated computer helped us survive and evolve and I have no doubt in that however if we had no free will we would continue on this path but we ain’t we are kind of self destructing why would our brains want us to over indulge with food say which leads to type 2 diabetes or smoke 20 a day which can lead to cancer or lie on a sunbed under some tubes for a tan at the potential cost of again cancer etc etc etc
Can we say that our computers are decolving and choosing options to shorten our lifespan based on information received at which point it isn’t learning, or progressing us like it has in the past or do us humans have some choice when we get to the end of that garden path we have been lead down? .....