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i,ve never been any good at writing left handed etc and cant write very well at all it,s affected my confidence all my life as i was told i would neve be acaDEMICK whatever that ment but take me as i,am so your not on your own but like your openess and honesty that goes miles for me dont worrie it,s you that will shine through

ripped left thigh muscle top front teeth 3 ribs bleeding lungs bust left arm n leg cracked sturnem head bashed in memory loss front lobe or brain buggered bad back & right shoulder broken depression etc oh and cant pee propper now at 48 i,am scrap lol but make the effort every day to come on here for a good chuckle

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RE I still help people that i feel genuinely need it. BUT i always refuse politely and offer to quote for churchyard requests as they have more money and land than any of us could imagine i never thought that the church was rich etc then why are there churchyards so rundown then etc my mums grave would be overgrown only for my family etc cleaning weeding etc yet on my visit to france almost 3 years ago there spick n span like new everything tended too

just like to thank everyone for your input as for benifits etc i,ve not had non for a while and not been upto going out or doing much of late small things like this helping/letting people down etc gets me all in a fluster i ended today being so tired as i dont sleep well exhausted doing nothing sorry tell a lie i had i cuppa tea in garden listening to the birds calling to each other pairing up etc i suppose the world will still turn with or without my help my neighbours know of my problems as i have to let people know of my short fuse lack of lifes luster/interests etc i have ups n big downers for days just wanting to be left alone as i get fed up of clever people but no common sense who ask me stupid things drives me mad and drives them away from me as i can get very snappy small things get me down i,a just worry to much about the things i do after working hard all my life and trying to rebuild my life again slowly going now anyway 4.57 am cant sleep yet again exhausted

THANKS FEEL BETTER NOW i thought i was the only one doing things for others i take there rubbish to the tip etc put bins out fix there fence when its blown down or go to shop when they cant get out probblem is they only last a few years here i call it the last bustop before the grave yard they all just laugh because of the way i say things like did the know they live in the dead center of town lol they know i,am joking with them but they can also be very grumpy and seem ungratfull but i just dismiss any abuse as i know deep down its not ment there just bored at times and have a good old moan at me about the world and repeat everything alot to me lol very forgetful at times

no i dont do any treework i leave that to the experts i pass any work i get offered onto sean @ ashtree care/services he,s a good bloke and like the rest of you been a big help to me as i feel he makes time for me and understands my situation mental health probbs etc its a good set up really i get free firewood and he gets the work his lads keep busy so on etc i just thought i was being stupid as other people around me say i,am daft for doing it but think there just being selfish not helping otheres as i,ve had to buy repair old lawnmowers and on my 2nd strimmer now at my cost it,s money i hav,nt got to be honest but just want to help as it,s not a money thing to me i hate the stuff it causes to much hassle in life me thinks" its just my nature to help respect otheres that cant help themselves especially older folks as thats how i was brought up

where i live i have pensioners bungalows all around me and upto all the trouble/bad luck i,ve had in my life i,ve always mowed the gardens for my neighbours as most are disabled and struggle to even get out at times there familys dont help or visit much so i end up helping out mowing the lawn and having a chat with them as i feel sorry as one woman has a steel rod through her spine and cant bend another has learning problems and others age related illness,s etc the only thing i have ever acepted is a cup of tea or a bag of sweets as all i want to do is help them enjoy there garden more as thats all they have left in life be honest am i mad lol or just kind for helping them out etc. To be honest a thankyou is enough for me as they then end up sitting in there garden chating etc over the fence to me as my garden,s boundry has 5 pensioners gardens around it and they seem to enjoy the sunshine more being out after i,ve strimmed mowed there grass but over the last year i,ve not had the will to do it to be honest its hard to get motivated and feel like i,ve let them all down now i just suppose i will have to push myself harder to do more should i be in the looney bin

GOING OUT TOMORROW AFTERNOON my cousins coming to take me out for a ride out whilst he prices a job up he,s a builder etc so text me to get me out the house but not allowed to look at trees lol and take my mind of things as its getting on 4 am nnow and just can,t sleep had really bad nightmare last night being chased and run down by a lorry strange how the brain works under stress etc i did go and have a look at my saws though i,ve sharpened the chains up etc just worried about the fuel getting stale least thing gets me stressed out and feel like i,am going to end up shutting my self away from the outside world i need help badly asap and this is my way out a bit having a ramble on here i sound like a right nutter or stupid fool the things i,ve typed on here but it does help me get my thoughts out all i,ve done today is think of making my will out incase anything happens to me as i feel i,ve got to many loose ends and need to keep everything in the right place under control and let go off what is,nt important to me so i dont get stressed out my lawnmowers is playing up too i tried to start it in my shed but just revved up n cut out so its yet another thing that wants doing when the mood takes me (( feel stupid typing this )) My memory is really bad too forgetting all the time what i,ve done or should be doing etc down to cant be bothered talking to people i go into a daydream so to say and feel ignorant when somones talking to me i just drift of on another planet my lifes a mess at the moment i think i need the quacks first thing monday morning and when it gets light soon i hope to try and do something outside maybe wash my jeep give it a clean as its been sat unused a while on my drive i,ve no motivation at all at the moment i just put a brave face on and say i,am fine ok etc when infact i would rather leave my blinds closed to shut the outside world out i know my heads messed up in which means i,am not mad etc just going through a bad patch in my life my 18 year marriage in the bin skint no job bills coming out my ears my familys torn apart i can see it in my 3 childrens eyes when they visit me as there hurting too i also look like a tramp cant be bothered dressing up so to speak etc etc etc i could go on and on sorry for the ramble but feel a bit cacky

and i,am back in the room thanks everyone i had a unpaid internet bill and trojans virus,s too on my laptop all sorted now still not been out though yet sorry folks about the lack of pictures etc with nice new shiny ppe on so i can work safely at last

IF ITS A BOLT just grind the head off and twist pump about get it out the way then remove leftovers

i came across asian hornets in france there as big as your thumb and look as though they have 4 wings the noise or them is very loud and can be a hospital job if stung there are lots of deaths in asia each year caused by this zepplin insect one landed on my back after me taking a shower i was told its the shower gel smell that attracts them etc and one off them flew into my tilly lamp whilst night fishing in france causing the light swing on its hanger no kiddin there massive and frighten the clay outa me scary monsters things they are

cheeky noddy stuff we all have to start at the bottom live n learn etc no cash to spare its hard at times for blokes like me to get even the smallest of items for chopping wood even down to buying carlton chain cos, its cheaper than stihl oregon etc hope you dont take offence to my post its not personal

MANCHESTER AIRPORT have a 6.5 ton landrover for bomb disposal etc and sits ok double armour everything windows dont open dead hot in summer for airport bobbys lol but will take a hit from underside was told it was built to contain explosion near aircraft etc v8 petrol too slurrrrrrrrrrrrrrp must have big springs under it so got to be out there

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i had a good ish day today and worn my chainsaw boots for a while in my shed and i forgot i was wearing them just to settle them in incase they rubbed me etc .So can use my saw again soon safely thanks to you all" I know i,ve said thanks everyone but i,am gobsmacked at your kindness and forever greatfull i will look after my ppe and always be humbled by arbtalk members for your kind words too" my friend sean has even offered his log splitter to me to use free of charge to get on top of my log pile as its outa control but in the meantime need to get my life on track and hopefully get back out of dept with the bank as i,ve lost control no income and bills out my ears so the C.A.B have stepped into stop my bank charges etc and my council tax is back in order as my friends mum has filled the forms in and helped me as i was so worried over depts mounting out of control you have all cheered me up no end thank you

i have had/got same probbs as you and was told a fiskars x27 was the one to go for i just hope it will last as the silverline axe & maul i got the heads have fell off because the resin/glue broken up that holds them onto the shafts

thank you cheers

i,am sorry but got to ask what,s a noob ???

THAT,S ME TOLD OFF LOL i,ve only used the axe on the maul or maul on axe sorry

thank you as i,am far from knowing my trees etc and never seen known this name before i,am very greatfull to you thanks i will place it to one side to see what the outcome is when its seasoned

i was given some white beam never heard of it before for firewood is it any good for burning as its dulled my chainsaw in a matter of a few cutts what is it in english white beam i mean is it a ash ?????????/ and what country origin etc as its the first i,ve ever come across the name

i,ve just been with a friend to the cab to sort my bankcharges out and benifits whilst i,am like this etc ive got scottish power sending me bailif letters and final demands from council tax all getting me down my bank acc is overdrawn so gettin battered to death with charges but cab said that there goung to stop it all and help me out this hole i,am in and get my life back on track etc i just cant be bothered with all the fuss of money atm lifes poo at times but will keep slogging away i cant give what i hav,nt got so to speak thanks everyone for listening too its been a big help

have you got a tel number please or have they a web site ??? and thank you for your advice as i,am skint at the moment a little is a lot to me

i have ordered a new fiskars one now as for the 2 silverline things i will use as wedges i thinks best as there very soft metal and have started to squash out of shape like a chisel does when you whack it hard etc so will have no need to give the fiskars x27 a hard time