If you dont ask ?????

[predator]

i had a good ish day today and worn my chainsaw boots for a while in my shed and i forgot i was wearing them just to settle them in incase they rubbed me etc .So can use my saw again soon safely thanks to you all" I know i,ve said thanks everyone but i,am gobsmacked at your kindness and forever greatfull

 

i will look after my ppe and always be humbled by arbtalk members for your kind words too" my friend sean has even offered his log splitter to me to use free of charge to get on top of my log pile as its outa control but in the meantime need to get my life on track and hopefully get back out of dept with the bank as i,ve lost control no income and bills out my ears so the C.A.B have stepped into stop my bank charges etc and my council tax is back in order as my friends mum has filled the forms in and helped me as i was so worried over depts mounting out of control you have all cheered me up no end thank you

[Rich2484]

Good to hear things are going good and you are sorting things out.

 

Well done predator and keep it up.

[Andy Collins]

I hope that you continue to keep us updated on this thread, good days and bad days. Many people only post the good things in their life, it's hard to admit when it all goes to hell in a handcart. I hope you manage to sort your finances out, it sounds as if you are now on the right track, and you are getting the best help.

When I was ill, I was told that 50% of the illness is in the head, 50% is reality. This reduced my problem by half instantly, meaning I only had half the problem left to deal with, suddenly a lot easier to cope. Ok it's only kidding yourself, but it works. I maintained a very positive attitude throughout my 9week hospital stay, with only a couple of blips. If you are at an all time low, then the only way is up and onto better things.I sincerely wish you all the best, Predator.

[geoff]

Thats all good positive news Predator,& getting those bills under control will take a lot of pressure out of the equation.

[geoff]

Just a quick heads up.

 

Predator is off line for a while as he has lost his landline & internet,he wishes to thank everyone for their help on here & will be back as soon as he can get an internet service sorted out.

[Rich2484]

Cool for the heads up. If he has trouble see if he can try a dongle, or whatever they are called, I have one for working til I got iPad, plugs into side of laptop on USB port. Think 02 do them but I found the three network better, it's like a phone were you top it up and use the cred like a phone.

 

No monthly bills and I find that it last a while. If you ain't got the top up you can't spend it. Bit of a money saving advise.

[predator]

and i,am back in the room thanks everyone

 

i had a unpaid internet bill and trojans virus,s too on my laptop all sorted now still not been out though yet sorry folks about the lack of pictures etc with nice new shiny ppe on so i can work safely at last

[predator]

GOING OUT TOMORROW AFTERNOON

my cousins coming to take me out for a ride out whilst he prices a job up he,s a builder etc so text me to get me out the house but not allowed to look at trees lol and take my mind of things as its getting on 4 am nnow and just can,t sleep

had really bad nightmare last night being chased and run down by a lorry strange how the brain works under stress etc

 

i did go and have a look at my saws though i,ve sharpened the chains up etc just worried about the fuel getting stale least thing gets me stressed out and feel like i,am going to end up shutting my self away from the outside world i need help badly asap and this is my way out a bit having a ramble on here i sound like a right nutter or stupid fool the things i,ve typed on here but it does help me get my thoughts out all i,ve done today is think of making my will out incase anything happens to me as i feel i,ve got to many loose ends and need to keep everything in the right place under control and let go off what is,nt important to me so i dont get stressed out my lawnmowers is playing up too i tried to start it in my shed but just revved up n cut out so its yet another thing that wants doing when the mood takes me (( feel stupid typing this ))

 

My memory is really bad too forgetting all the time what i,ve done or should be doing etc down to cant be bothered talking to people i go into a daydream so to say and feel ignorant when somones talking to me i just drift of on another planet my lifes a mess at the moment i think i need the quacks first thing monday morning and when it gets light soon i hope to try and do something outside maybe wash my jeep give it a clean as its been sat unused a while on my drive i,ve no motivation at all at the moment i just put a brave face on and say i,am fine ok etc when infact i would rather leave my blinds closed to shut the outside world out i know my heads messed up in which means i,am not mad etc just going through a bad patch in my life my 18 year marriage in the bin skint no job bills coming out my ears my familys torn apart i can see it in my 3 childrens eyes when they visit me as there hurting too i also look like a tramp cant be bothered dressing up so to speak etc etc etc i could go on and on sorry for the ramble but feel a bit cacky

[silky fox]

Good morning Predator...reading your post as i wake up to what looks like a lovely Sunny(But cold)morning and drink my coffee,it reminded me of a period in my life similar to yours...I won,t elaborate,the facts are not important,only that i can sympathise with the situation that you have found yourself in. I just wanted to reassure you that however Dark life can feel,once you truely hit rock bottom there really is only one route that one can travel..Upwards.However little those first good thoughts or events are as long as it lifts your confidence it,s a start and Springtime is the Ultimate time to bounce back just as the Earth springs into action...Just look at the Horse Chestnut leaves unfold and take their first photosynthetic breath..it,s Wonderful! My thoughts are with you today Mate....There are a lot of people rooting for you on this site,so feel all that positive ENERGY!!!...and never feel silly about what you feel the need to post,if it helps....Do it.

[predator]

well guys i,ve been out once for some logs from plot and now my jeep sat on drive fuel light on now etc skint at the moment but on the upside i,am not in the looney bin yet just very depressed n down etc heads in a mess at the moment but been to cab today with a friends mum to help me sort probbs out but mines nowt compared to othere posts on here etc

 

i need putting in a bag and shaking up as my cousin told me to get a bath too lol as she told me i smell of fish but worked out its the dog lol his ar** glands blocked but fixed it today with the help of google done a diy on him so he,s got a new name stinky from now on"" and his paw,s hum aswell

 

if i hav,nt made any sense with this post take no notice my memorys buggered too at the moment keep forgetting etc had 3 coffees made and lost my slippers today too lol found them on back bumper of jeep where i left them after changing footwear to get logs going maaaaaaaaaaaaad me thinks lacking interest in anything i loved with a passion family fishing i cant even go out on my own at the moment no confidence to be around other people and cant even look in the mirror at myself as i hate the way i,am nowerdays my lifes sucks i,ve got so much anger n a short fuse i wish people would just leave me alone at times i feel like telling them to well i will stop short there

 

hope i get better soon regards your mad poster